Update update

短别了blogger三个月，再次回来的时候有好几件事想要update下。

1. 工作
八月份工作至今，一切都顺利。同事，工作范围，工作性质都逐一被我‘摸清’啦 ;p
其实我没后悔选择了sales而与乏味的办公室生活背道而驰。虽然一些人会说一个女孩子在外面抛头露面没那么好，可是这边跑跑，那边跑跑，我的确还蛮开心的。

2. 身份
这里所谓的‘身份’不是什么武装分子或特殊身份。我要讲的是：我不再是学生仔了！！我现在是堂堂正正的新鲜社会人士。哈哈，不好意思反应有点夸张 >.<

3. 生活作息
下班后还有时间去公园跑步（常会为自己编些头发痛，指甲痛的小借口）。
一个星期会有一天的Jamming。目前还是个新成员。跟Band 友一起玩歌的感觉还不错。
和弟弟在家里吃晚餐，不然跟朋友yamcha

4. Housemate
学校宿舍有roommate，现在有housemate。我现在的housemate就是我的弟弟。
由于工作地点，我俩在外租房子。弟弟的厨艺很好，他负责煮，我负责洗。互不侵犯各自的‘工作范围’，所以相处得蛮愉快的！只是我这个老姐偶尔吩咐倒垃圾，收拾房间，不要这么迟睡，不要一直打game，记得冲凉，记得。。。记得。。。。

我很享受现在的生活

知足

从柬埔寨回来，我不断地在日常生活中复习着“知足“这两个字。

为什么这么说呢？柬埔寨大多的人民都活在贫困中，他们每一天都努力地为基本生活需求而奋斗。由于游客是吴哥窟（Angkor Wat ) 的主要经济来源，于是当地人就聚集在吴哥窟的每一个角落销售产品，只要是路过的游客，一个都不放过。当中，五至十岁的小孩占了绝大部分。他们手上拿着扇子，纪念品，明信片。。。穿着破旧的衣服，黑黑的脸蛋，甚至赤着脚，小嘴缺滔滔不绝的地推销手上区区一美金的商品，一路跟着你，用恳求的声调要你买，哪怕只是一美金的卡片。"10 cards for only 1 dollar. One, two, three, four..." 然后不停地数着手上的卡片。当我看到这一幕，再想想我国的小孩是多么地幸福，心里一阵酸酸的。我可以帮助一两个，而其他的十个，二十个，三十个怎么办呢？才不到十岁的他们不是应该待在父母的怀抱吗？不是应该在学校上课吗？不是应该过着无忧无虑的快乐童年吗？残酷的现实却剥夺了他们该有的童年。想起这些，又不禁悲从中来。

其中三个让我最印象深刻的：

1）当我拒绝大约七岁的她时说的No thanks. 她说：I don't want you to say thanks, I want you to buy.

当时我的心是搅痛的。

2）当我站在树下乘凉时，一个看起来大概四岁的小女孩，手上拿着细细的树枝，蹲在红泥地上画画。起初我还摸不着头脑她在画什么，看着看着原来她画的是离她不远处的民族鼓。

这时，同情心又再次被触动。

3） 当我回答小孩说我是马来西亚人，他们异口同声地"Malaysia, capital city Kuala Lumpur, Satu, dua,tiga, empat...."好厉害呀！都是读书的料嘛！我怀疑他们是从学校学的？还是大人为了商业活动来讨好游客才教的呢？我不知道, 但我希望是前者。

11岁的她，赤着脚，在大阳光底下卖明信片。她有一双漂亮的眼睛，拍照时不失笑容。

姐姐抱着还不会走路的弟弟坐在一层楼高的石头

当然还有包括当地的按摩小姐，月薪才六十美元，每天工作长达十七小时。他们一口流利的英文是从跟游客交谈学会的。

亲眼看见他们当地的生活，让我更学会知足，珍惜并感谢我所有的一切，无论是人，事，物。

当你有一颗知足的心，你便不会去埋怨身边的不足，反而会珍惜和用心体会生活中的点点滴滴。

要知足，不要一味地跟别人比较。一山还比一山高。人比人，比死人啊！

Kundasang, Sabah

I am here again, Kundasang

2 years ago I was here with my coursemates and I knew my family will love this place as much as I did. So now they are here to see this God's masterpiece - Mount Kinabalu ! 

Kundasang is about 2 hours drive from Kota Kinabalu International Airport. Along the way to Kundasang, I realized that I missed a lot of beautiful sceneries last time because I came here at night. The driver dropped us at the roadside to take pictures of Mt Kinabalu when the thick clouds gave ways to the peak of the mountain. The view is truly breathtaking and we took much photos at the same place @.@ Haha

See the uneven curve of the mountain top? That's the peak of Mt Kinabalu. Therefore it is easily spotted from different places in Kundasang. Aunt, grandma, mummy and daddy are my travel mates this time. Jomeng is not here because he can't take a leave off work.

Soon, we checked in to Kinabalu Pine Resort. It is located 15 mins drive from Kinabalu Park and all the chalets which are surrounded by tall pine trees and have a great view of Mount Kinabalu. We just relaxed ourselves and walked around on the first day while enjoying the cool breeze. 

Spectacular view from the balcony. Can't wait to take in super fresh air in the morning while peninsular is suffering haze problem recently. The sky at Sabah turns bright around 6am everyday and I noticed that there are more stars in the sky at night compared to peninsular Malaysia. 

Poring Hot Spring, Kundasang

Get yourself a hot sulphur spring bath at Poring. The hot water of the spring is piped into open aired baths. This place was first developed b the Japanese during World War II. You can control the water temperature by adjusting the volume of cold and hot water taps. I didn't get in the bathtub as I think it is not very clean ( a bit germaphobia). So I just sat aside and watched my family soaked into hot spring.

Canopy walk is much preferable. There are total 5 suspension bridges and it was quite exciting especially it shakes when you walk along. Haha. Each suspension bridge can only support 6 person but not very high, likely 8 floors from the ground. If you want to experience an easy and not tiring jungle trekking, canopy walk is recommended.

Thats all for today. There are still a lot of stories from Sabah but I am too lazy now. I haven't pack my luggage for Cambodia tomorrow. Ahh..lazy to move. Actually I am not well prepared for Cambodia trip. I don't have a timetable. I just wanna see Angkor Archaeological Park. So, I just tell my mum it's going to be a relaxing trip. Haha lame excuse. 

Oh friends, I found a job already. Starting on the next day after I come back from Siem Reap. Hopefully I can cope with that. Anyway, I will still play to the max during the trip! Chao!

我们这一GANG

同一Gang的，请吐舌头

这四年来99%的日子都是和你们一起度过的。我们每天一起上课、打闹、玩乐、吃饭、饮茶。没有你们的大学日子应该只剩下书和电脑罢了。

四年，不是很长，却足以将我们从陌生人 > 系友 > 好友 > 再荣升为 ‘猪朋狗友’。 哈哈！还有，还有，我们的青春期也是一起过的哟！

大家都不畏把喜怒哀乐挂在脸上。高兴就笑，不爽就讲，因为都很熟了，也不怕彼此会因此而生气或离开。忠言逆耳嘛。加上大家都很熟悉彼此的性格了，所以平时都会尽量避免‘踩中地雷’的。

接下来要炫耀我们的班级照一下。呵呵

取景于UPM的‘名树’。MV、广告、婚纱照的好景点

太POWERFUL了啦。魅力无法挡

UPM Bukit Expo

YES 我地得咗！FSKTM

WIWD GANG 万岁！四岁！大家在面子书Group里面保持联络吧！

同时我也Edit了一些照片，让它们看起来好像老照片一样，因为大学生活将成为我记忆中的一部分。Neh~

打打闹闹的日子终于告一段落了。舍不得啊!!! 非常地珍惜这一段友情。最后，还是老话一句：

珍重

答案

前天无意间发现了一件事情。这件事回答了我3年来的疑问，也让我看清事情的真相。

若要人不知，除非己莫为。

我并没打算拆穿你，为的是我们多年的友情。

我的直觉是准的。之前的猜测其实就是无可否认的真相。

所以当我无意间发现这件事的时候，并没有特别的失落，因为我早就练好‘免疫力‘。反而觉得事情终于告一段落了。

之前的不甘心，不明白和坚持都好像王力宏在春雨里洗过的太阳这首歌词里面：呼的一声飞得老远老远。

我个人内心挣扎的问题是解决了，剩存的问题是要怎样面对你。因为要以知道真相的心情去面对，又不能被发现，不容易。

船到桥头自然直。就让这句谚语发挥它的功效吧！

玫瑰是有刺的。你被刺伤是因为你不够了解它。

Degree. Full stop

Class cancelled...

This is how i end my very last class of my degree life.

Yeah. 4 years degree in UPM has finally comes to an end. I still remember my first day stepped in to this beautiful campus accompanied by my worried parents. I was nervous and excited at the same time.

All of those like happened in a blink of eyes. Year 1, year 2, year 3 and now final year. I can say that i adapted well in Upm. Life in the campus is very different with the one back in hometown.

I am used to the people here. I am used to stick around with my buddies here. I am used to the environment here. I am used to......i am used to......so much other things.

Now, I feel really hard to leave every thing here. But this is life. Life moves on. And this will become a part of my memories. I believe that no matter 3 years, 10 years or 20 years, when i look back to my uni life, i'll have a warm feeling in my heart. All these memories me and my friends created will not fade.

Upm, you see me grow, you see me change.
You gave me a platform to change to a better person.
I learned, i gained and i want to thank you never end.

两个不同的角度

人往往都先从自己的角度去看待事情。对自己好的事情，就把它归为好事；相反的，就把它归为坏事。太自我中心的习惯间接忽略了别人的感受以及事情所发生的原因。

这是自然的，为什么这样说呢？想一想，你今天约了一群朋友一起去海边野餐，大伙儿浩浩荡荡地出发了，一路上随着电台的音乐哼唱，非常期待这次的约会。谁料，才刚到达目的地，天不作美，下起了倾盆大雨。亲手准备好的三文治，野餐的好心情全都随大雨给冲走了。真是气人的坏消息！！！

另一边呢，呼！美好的周末终于到了！最佳的补眠时间不趁今天，还要等几时呢？哦？下雨了？真是天助我也，继续窝在温暖的被窝里再也好不过了！

对自己好的事情，就把它归为好事；相反的，就把它归为坏事。

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那天在星洲副刊里阅读了《在天堂遇见的五个人》中的其中一篇，故事是这样的：

艾迪和朋友们玩着棒球游戏，一不小心地，球滚到大马路上。于是，艾迪便追着球跑。跑呀跑，跑到了一辆车前面。那辆车发出了尖锐的煞车声，车生猛一转开，闪过了艾迪。艾迪弯腰捡了球，高兴地往朋友跑去了。。。

另外一个角度。一个男人驾着车，下过雨的马路是湿的。驾着驾着，突然间一颗球滚到了路中央，一名小男孩则在后追着球跑。男人猛煞车，车身在路上打转了几圈才停下。男人差点酿成惨事，心跳加速。平时心脏就不好的男人觉得胸口闷痛，难以呼吸，把车停在路旁定惊。几个小时后，当警察发现他的时候，男人已经没了呼吸，死因是心脏病突发。

同一个故事，同一个时间，却有两个结局。一个是愉快的；另一个却是遗憾的。

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尝试站在别人的角度看事情，不要把自己关在自己的角度。了解事情为每个人带来的不同结局，那世界会更美好。。。。

图片自 A Famosa Safari 游览车

20+1+1+1+1

又加了一条‘1’，咳，岁月真是不留人。虽然说年龄只是一个数字，可是我开始恐惧一年比一年大的年龄。

24岁，即将告别19年的学生生涯并成为社会新鲜人，这点将会是我今年最大的转变吧。

先撇开这点，讲讲我今年的生日是怎么过的吧！你们每个人的祝福，我都收到了。谢谢你们都没有忘记我的生日。

尤其是大学朋友们，由于我每年的生日都是上课天，无法回家乡，这4年来都是你们一大班陪我度过的，我真心地感受到你们的用心 <3

21岁，大学第一年，刚认识半年的我们。Mid Valley TGIF

22岁，Serumpun Sanggar UPM

23岁，Shogun Fahrenheit

24岁，Dubu-dubu, Alexis Mid Valley

 同年、同月、同日生的室友

不缺惊喜,有孔明灯把我们的愿望送上天空

卡片、礼物、红包。每年我都会存着手机讯息和互联网的祝福，有空再拿出来读读。

后记：一步一步朝向熟女。。。我不要。。。。。。

Man VS Bugs @ Bangkok

LOOK AT THESE !!!! Do you like them?? Or can you accept eating them??

I've been to Thailand for a few times but it was my first time I made up my mind to try these fried bugs. Dew, Apollo and I passed by this stall when we were in Chatuchak Market. We hesitated for a while whether to try or not to. And the final decision -> WHY NOT because it costs only 20THB (RM2) for a packet of mix bugs.

We must always try new things right? We have to mix into locals like eating bugs as our snacks instead of Twisties and Mamee. Haha. Before this, my dad told me that fried grasshopper is the nicest one among all. 

OK, let me introduce before I tell you what I feel after eating them. You HAVE TO know them before eating them :)

Upper Left : Tak Ga Tan (grasshopper)
Upper Right : Non Mai (wood worm)
Bottom Left : Jing Leed (cricket)
Middle : Non Pai (bamboo worm)
Bottom right same as upper right.

Apollo's first ever bug. ( Don't get fooled by this picture as she's just PRETENDING that she's afraid. Haha. She LOVES IT VERY MUCH actually!! She finished up the rest of the bugs and even brought a box back to Msia)

And my grasshopper. 

Food review : 
Some black sauce was added to bring up the taste. I prefer bugs with sauce. They were crispy and a little salty.
I've tried all EXCEPT Non Mai ( fat little wood worm) because Dew told me that they are JUICY (slightly fatter than others) and not dry enough. The word 'Juicy' scared me off.

Cricket got the 1st place.
Grasshopper the first runner up.
Bamboo worm the second runner up.

That's the end of  A Bug's Life...